Originally Posted By: Tomato
you're sounding really good cip. I am happy for you bro'.

T


Thanks T

Funny part is I don't feel "good" most of the time. I still feel hurt, angry, disappointed many times. I do have moments when I'm happy. That is primarily when I'm with my boys. I'm trying to find things that make me happy here in NY. That is my biggest struggle right now.

I know where I'm at in my situation. I don't like it nor am I happy about it but I do accept that I've done all that I could have done. She is the one who broke the promise in the worst way, with multiple people. That is what she will have to bear.


Me 41
WAW 36
S 3&7
M 10 yrs
W files D 1/9/09
W moves out 4/18
Lost job 6/15
New job 7/27
Disc PA 8/10 (started Nov 2008!)
Confronted 8/11
Admits PA & appologies for hurt 9/11
Lost Job 11/13