Thanks for the concern. It may be twisted on to me, but if that is the case, then I'm ok w/it. I no longer have to press her for answers b/c she knows what hurt me and knows what I've learned.
So, although she may try to use it against me, I'm ok w/it b/c I've let it out and feel good about her knowing. I've wanted to talk to her about these things to her face, but at least now I've put them out there and I can move on from the hurt.
It feels good in a way to have it out, lifted off of me, and sent out. I'm glad I don't have it any more.
I really feel good about sending it, but I may have to deal w/it in the future as well.
