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Update. Took a few days off from this site because it depresses me.


Once you understand that there are solutions here it will excite you. Until then you are not a good listener.


The txting is a red flag.
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At one point she said it might not be a good idea because she was horny.


Another red flag.

Doing what you are doing won't work if she is having a A.

Do you want help or will it depress you?


M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12
Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.