GIMA, don't really have anything to add, just that you're one of the strongest DBers I know around here. Maybe dropping the rope for now would be a good idea (believe me it's easily picked right back up sometimes even when we don't want to). When I was going through the early part of this it was like I lost half of my brain cells (and I need them all!). Things will (do)get better!!! ((((((((GIMA))))))))
