I try to tell myself that the loving thing to do is give up my happiness, so my wife can have hers. That looks great typed in a forum . . .
Um, no, it doesn't actually. Martyrdom is never attractive. I know, cuz I've done it too.
Puppy
Wow Puppy. I really must not be thinking clearly. I suppose I am being a martyr - still wallowing in self pity - still worried only about me. I have said this before here, but I have never been so lost before. I appreciate all of you being so straight forward with me. It seems to be the only way I get even part of the message.
