I wish I had words of wisomd for you. However, my own internal conflicts and work with my C and the D are much the same. At times, I felt like I 'closed the door', but I guess just ended up pacing back and forth afterward wanting to know 'why isn't she knocking?' and then just open it back up a crack to let some light shine out.
Maybe we're just waiting for them to us the favor and just gently close the door for us?
Me 35/XW 33 S13 & S12 M: 10/17/98 OM & S: 07/08 D final 06/09/09 12/03/09 - 06/13/10 "Piercing" 06/13/10: Engaged to Re-marry 10/17/10 06/25/10: Expecting baby #3 2/14/11
