I told him about d13 crying, being sad and missing him. I DID IT FOR HER!! NOT for him. He does NOT deserve HER or anything in relation to their lives. BUT THEY LOVE him so I WILL do what is right.. BUT it makes me angry!!!
I am angry that he gets to be with them at Christmas. NOT sad.. ANGRY. HE DOESNT DESERVE to laugh with them or spend special time with them. BUT THEY DO.. They deserve to have him in thier lives the way that they want him.
He is a jerk who doesn't deserve love. They are his kids who deserve a "father" and a dad.
This part of all of it stinks!!
M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06 Moved out 3/12/07 D final 7/30/2008 finding myself again
