UPSIDE DOWN - still struggling, trying to detach

[girlfromoz]

Hi Nell

My you have been a busy busy girl and I had a lot of catching up to do.

Nell, I have to say this YOU HAVE TO CHANGE, CHANGE AND CHANGE YOURSELF SOME MORE. Your H doesn't want to see the Nell he doesn't want to be with.

Your H came around to see if there were changes to test exactly as everyone has said he did, don't forget mine kept doing it as well. Your H needs to see permanent positive changes. Work on your rage in particular Nell, you have to bury it or lock it away, anything that removes it, he will see through you if you aren't serious. Your H wants to come back to a loving, calm, fun Nell.

Your old R and M is gone, treat this as a brand new R. How would you attract and draw to you someone you want to spend the rest of your life with Nell????

You have a lot of thoughts to process, take your time, no more pursuing and NO MORE OLD NELL.

((((((((Nell))))))))

[rockedworld]

How are you doing Nell?

[Sanderika]

Hey Nell,

Wondering how you are? Getting worried.

(((((Hugs))))

Sanderika

[dolphin_05]

Hey there Nell. Hope you're busy out there galing.

Cas

[Lost Rabbit]

Hi ladies, just to let you know Nell is just having a bit of time out to collect her thoughts, she is fine and sends her best wishes and thanks for all your kind thoughts and dont worry Im keeping my beady eye on her too lol!

[Dudess]

Thanks for letting us know. I was getting a bit worried about her. Tell her Dudess sends hugs.

[Eskimo Nell]

Hi everyone
Thanks for your kind wishes and for thinking of me.

I'm feeling very vulnerable and weak this past few days and I can't be here right now. Can't explain it but just need some time away, even though I am getting myself ready for what I know will be a tough weekend - my thoughts are self destructive at this time and I feel quite battered by everything - of course, all of it to do with H and his behaviour toward me.

I just wish that I was strong enough to tell him to rack off but it's not what I want ... I just don't want to feel like this, either. It's five months to the day and I am just plain running out of steam.

Will be back soon.

Hugs to all, Nell.

[dolphin_05]

hugs and warm wishes Nell. Hope you soon feel at peace again.

Cas

[JCJ]

(((((Nell)))))

I know how you feel. Do something nice for yourself today. Pick yourself a flower, eat some chocolate, go to the cinema, cuddle the cats. Look after YOU x

[Sanderika]

((((((Nell))))))

We know exactly what you are experiencing.

Take good care of yourself while you are away.

You will feel better over time.

Sanderika