Thank you Tristan.

I went out with the kids for 3 reasons;

To have a night out with the boys and have some fun.
To show that me and the boys will still do things w/o her.
To give the chance for my WAW to come along.

She is using the therm' Whatever happens between us' and this hurts - I expect that this shows she is detached from me...?

I have started to use this phrase to myself and to confidants, but it is difficult.

Anyway, I must keep my chin up and push onwards.
Me and the boys are going swimming tomorrow - It may be an opportunity to drown myself, (Gallows humor).

Regards
Gyn.




Cause all of the stars,
Have faded away,
Just try not to worry,
You'll see them someday.
Take what you need,
And be on your way and,
Stop crying your heart out.