Well the contact continues on MSN, I went out to birthday dinner which was lovely, but didnt stay out late as I had been kicked by my horse and wanted to get home whilst I was still able to move! S had told me that his dad was bored out of his tree on sunday, so my suspicions about the impromptu birthday pressie being more of a need to spend time with people was true! He is lonely which saddens me some what, he could so easily spend more time with me but doesnt!
H had answered my txt from earlier although it was a bit stilted thanking me for my message and hoping I was ok although with a x. So back home resting my sore leg in bed went on MSN to chat with H, told him about my injury which he replied cant be too bad if you went out, so he got sharply told it was very painful and if it hadnt been a birthday I wouldnt have gone so less of that please, to which he replied he didnt mean anything by it.
We chatted about his day at work, its not great and no new contract on the horizon its all getting very very worrying neither of us have a job now! I tried to validate his effort, but offered him no cuddle as consolation this time! Left the conversation saying I was really uncomfy and needed to sleep, he wished me good night and x's and then said he hoped it was less painful in the morning, then sent me a hug emotion and then a red rose emotion which blew me away, especially as earlier we had been talking about watching Jane Austen's Emma on the telly which he missed the end of cos he was tired and I had told him that he missed the romantic ending where she finally realised who she loved all along and got her man before someone else got their sticky paws on him, then I miskey'd H asked me about the miskey totally ignoring the Emma bit! So he has made his first romantic gesture which is a great baby step!
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Once lost but now found and happily married again!
