Actually the question about Saturday was just to make small talk. After she said 'no' very softly, I figured I 'd just let her have her quiet time. I think it sank in to her that she was alone.
Oh well. On my nights without the kids I've been going out or playing games. I'm perfectly fine with these nights alone. I'm sure it's killing her.
I don't plan to have her walk on me any more. It's so sad to think how she's so indifferent. There are actually times that I don't recall when she was ever happy.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
