A Little Epiphany - (and a newbie delurking)

[Dia]

H is being good to me. He was on his computer and I wandered in and out a few times for this and that. He made supper (usu. my job) and I thanked him for it.

Then I realized that the wandering in and out was me being fatigued and on autopilot for when I want time with him. Ooops.

Dia: <walks up to H at computer> I want *you*.

H: <looks at me, looks at computer, then back to me> I will come and sit with you.

So we laid on the hammock and brain dumped while looking at the stars. 15 - 20 mins later, I felt much better. Not back to 100%, but better.

I'm going to check out for the night - read a book in bed, go to sleep early. I also need to change my cell phone ring. It's burned into my thoughts and I keep thinking/dreaming I hear it. And true to form, my phone rang while I was typing that! (It was my mother.)