Thanks IWITW. Not terribly uplifting, but, unfortunately, necessary.
I will be fine. I know that.
We had a football game for S tonight. W was her normal, happy self. One of our married femal friends came and sat with us a little while and looked at me and said "You look great!" "Thank you." Dropped about 20 lbs right after the bomb in April, and I think I'm back on that weight loss program again. Stomach was in knots all day. Not carrying that forward tomorrow.
I didn't have the strength to discuss us tonight. Probably better to give her a day or two to think about all we discussed last night. Pretty heavy stuff. And emotionally exhausting. Felt wrung out all day.
