Gypsy, Kerry, gucci loafer - Thank you. I am listening and I hear you clearly.
This isn't a healthy relationship and I know what needs to be done, but I'm still sick about it. I've invested a lot w/GF in a short time, but in the end, I've not looked out for myself while we've been together.
It has all been about her and that is unhealthy. I have to take care of me or anything I do relationship-wise is doomed to fail.
I'm stepping way, way back. If she contacts me, I won't be rapidly returning her call/text. I may have to do what loafer suggests and not return it ever.
Regardless of what the future holds for me I have to change my outlook on an R. I'm not being the man I am, but have fallen back into old patterns of behavior.
Not good. Thanks for helping me along. Thanks for the blunt, straight-forward words and support.
I'm still very bummed by this, but that will pass. This is all still very fresh and I need time.
