Hang in there brother, I feel your emotions in what you write...
let them flow through... Breathe.....
If I could hug you I would, you stuck in my sitch when not many did, and I'll try and stick bye in yours.
You will make it, no matter what the circumstance.
You'll love your W, but what does GIMA want right now beyond that for himself? Focus on what you can do by yourself to make your life what you want, whomever is in it.
I'll pray for you, as well as many others here...
You'll perservere, bercause its what GIMA does..
M: 41 STBXW: 41 D: 9 Bomb: 4/26/09
On board the D train now..
"Suffering is when we try to change what we cannot."