So on Sunday we pick up my W to go to the pumpkin patch and she's already in a bad mood. I think she's still stewing over the comment I made about her choosing this life. She didn't say anything though.
Overall we had fun although it was hot, hot, hot! We were all exhausted at the end of it. Just to test out the waters, I made sure to put my arm around her every now and then and to touch her here and there. Not sexually, just friendly. She didn't flinch.
That night we dropped her off back at her sister's and when she called to say goodnight, she sounded grouchy again. When we were together, I asked if she had gone out Saturday, she just kind of growled out a 'no'. Funny thing. I am so much more happier now and she's the one staying angry. Still no calls from her though to me personally. She really is deep in MLC.
Well, I'm going to enjoy dinner with my girls tonight and their company tomorrow too before I hand them over to the alien. I also have a get-together with a lady friend when I don't have them, so I'm keeping busy.
I also picked up a bunch of musically hypnotic CDs to help build creativity and help with sleep. They've actually been pretty good. Don't want to have to rely on drugs.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
