I have forgiven myself, but I'm not willing to forget. I know I will overtime but for now I need to remember that feeling. I guess I almost feel like it's the only connection to my husband I still have left. It's sily really.


Distracted 1978
Me - 30
H - 28
D - 13, 8, 7
S - 21 months
SS - 6

My Bomb to him 10/26/2008
Separated (physically) 03/15/2009
Filed for legal separation 10/01/2009

No longer distracted!