I have forgiven myself, but I'm not willing to forget. I know I will overtime but for now I need to remember that feeling. I guess I almost feel like it's the only connection to my husband I still have left. It's sily really.
Distracted 1978 Me - 30 H - 28 D - 13, 8, 7 S - 21 months SS - 6
My Bomb to him 10/26/2008 Separated (physically) 03/15/2009 Filed for legal separation 10/01/2009