Hey HP. I'll take any kind of hope right now. I'll keep my eyes and ears open for other signs. W seems a little bit lighter. She told me she was telling me she bumped into her attorney today. He asked her how things were. She said ok, she then said he thought he heard things were a lot better. I don't know what things she meant. I'm not sure why she told me she bumped into her lawyer. I bump into mine but don't mention it. She bumps into my attorney and doesn't know that's who she is.
Good words on detaching a little bit. I'll give it a shot and see what happens. We were playing cards earlier and she saw me looking at her nails. I'm weird, certain colors are turn ons for me. I'll try to reach a happy medium and ride that and see what happens. I was thinking about her comments today about wanting/trying to remember the good times but they lead back to the bad things. I know I can't help her to remember the good times but I wonder if there is a way to let her know there were some. I told her I could understand her feelings and I would do the remembering for us.
It's funny how I'm not all that mad at her right now. What a difference a week makes. This time last week, the sheriff was just leaving my house. She needs to stop being sexy and I'll be just fine. I hear her snoring outside my office right now and think back to me hating that noise in our bed. I wouldn't mind hearing that racket in our room right now.
I will let her know how much I want her but I will definately let her know that I won't cross any line she doesn't want me to cross.
I don't know about waxing. I don't have a bikini line so I'll have to pass on that. But, I think I will try the facial. It sounds interesting. I have a couple free massage coupons that I was just given. I reckon folks feel bad for me. At the risk of sounding more woman like, I may just take a half day and go get worked on. The W has always said I need to do stuff like this. She says rich guys do it. At least when I go to get this stuff done, I go wearing my macho punisher t-shirt with a huge skull on it, or my Nascar stuff. I am manly!!!!
