Gardener beat me to it, but I was going to say that you absolutely must look into counseling for abuse.
You have a lot or work to purge the negative feelings and impressions that your husband put into your head -- seriously, what loving, caring spouse says "you're no good as a wife unless you let me sleep with other women"? -- before you try to enter another relationship.
Me: 44, Wife: 39 M: 17 years T: 20 years Bomb on 08/25/09 1/13/10: MC started 1/28/10, 2/8/10: More bombs 8/28/10: Wife moved out No talk of D, no movement
