Bunny,
I think you'll all have a better Christmas if you get out before Christmas. Talk to your IC or MC as to exactly why you do keep going back for more of this crap.

1% chance is 0%. And you should want 0% of ever being treated like this again. There are decent men out there who would cherish you. End this lousy marriage, live your life and see who shows up. You'd be surprised.

Oh, and I missed this before:
Originally Posted By: SpyBunny
his biggest gripe is my lack of confidence. He says he can't deal with it anymore and is tired of trying to help me with it.
Can't deal with it?! He banks on it! He causes it because it serves him to keep you off balance and subservient!

What a pr!*k...

Breathe, Bunny. Just breeeathe. Stay calm. Bunny good. Bunny so very good. H bad. Very, very, Bad.


Gardener

"My soul, be satisfied with flowers,
With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them
In the one garden you may call your own."
Cyrano deBergerac