I'm calmer now. I'm not letting him do this to me again. I don't know why I keep going back for more of his crap. I don't want to be seen as a whiner. I have one he!! of a headache right now. He's not gonna be the kind of husband that I need, and I guess I can't be the kind of wife that he needs. We're going around in circles when we talk- same crap on a different day. I just have to face it that it's over-

It's over.

It's over.

It's over.

It's over.

Blechhh- my head hurts...

At this point, do I make it an in-house separation until after Christmas? I asked this previously, but at the time I thought we still had a 1% chance of working it out, is the answer still the same? Get out now?


W42/H42/M20
S/19,D/17
On My Own: 11/28/09