Hey undrdg. I had a very good weekend. A wee bit tired from it. Concert , halloween party , running , painting and coaching sports. This week I am going to take it easy and work on some of my listening skills. I have gotten into the swing of things over the last week. I am still waking up but at least it was 2am not 4 am And on the weekend I did not get much sleep at all. The halloween party was weird at first. It was one with a close group of friends. Only difference was that this year I was there by myself. I had a great night. The hostess is best friends with the WAS ( WAS is going to be maid of honor in her wedding ... well maybe as she is really torn on what to do with that. My answer when asked was that is something she needs to talk about with her bridesmaids and soon to be husband ) I did the GAL thing and was asked many times about who the girl was from the weekend before. So I answered truefully. I posted that answer in your thread. I was also asked if I still loved and cared for WAS. I replied that I will always have feelings for WAS. But that I am moving on as the marriage is over. Only one person can attempt to start a new relationship and that rests solely on her shoulders. I also was asked if I had seen WAS. And I realized its been 6 weeks since the last time I saw her. And 6 weeks where I emailed once and answered 2 phone calls for about 3 minutes of conversation. The hostess has not talked to her since august. It was an interesting conversation. An interesting night. Another life moment that we shared for years but I have decided that I wanted to continue experiencing so I did. I went to that party not knowing if she was going to be there or not. And I did not care either way. I really do not know what to make of that. Still coming to grips with it.
Time flies. 4 months ago was the start of the EA. But 6 weeks of not knowing anything but only my life.
That group of friends are a very good group of friends. I asked them to not judge but only support. And they have done that freely to both of us over the last 4 months. They were a big part of helping me come to terms with all this.
Other updates.
Well I gotta figure out if I want to buy her out or sell the house and get a new place. So I will prepair for both. Parallel path. I also decided that I will go out on a blind date to see what its like. I will also continue my friendship with the girl I went out with last week. I will just keep it apart every 3 to 4 weeks while I continue to work on myself and discover what I want in my life. I will also continue to help people here as it helps with learning.
Interesting times in my life.
But I like the path I am heading down.
Flowers always make people better, happier, and more helpful; they are sunshine, food and medicine for the soul. unconditional love is awesome!
And on the weekend I did not get much sleep at all. The halloween party was weird at first. It was one with a close group of friends. Only difference was that this year I was there by myself. I had a great night. The hostess is best friends with the WAS ( WAS is going to be maid of honor in her wedding ... well maybe as she is really torn on what to do with that. My answer when asked was that is something she needs to talk about with her bridesmaids and soon to be husband ) I did the GAL thing and was asked many times about who the girl was from the weekend before. So I answered truefully. I posted that answer in your thread. I was also asked if I still loved and cared for WAS. I replied that I will always have feelings for WAS. But that I am moving on as the marriage is over. Only one person can attempt to start a new relationship and that rests solely on her shoulders. 