Of which I've never been good at. I would just bury whatever it was and lie to myself that it was all ok and put on this show for the outter world to see. I'm done with that. This time I want to truly be happy. This time I want, no need to take the tragedy that is all this loss and all I've endured and make a stand and make it enough already. And it's not to just maybe get my family back. It's clearly very late for that. But if I can't, I'd just like the god honest truth once and for all and all her enigmas solved.
This is why I've finaly buckled and let a shrink start digging in and try to sort this mess out.
Me 35/XW 33 S13 & S12 M: 10/17/98 OM & S: 07/08 D final 06/09/09 12/03/09 - 06/13/10 "Piercing" 06/13/10: Engaged to Re-marry 10/17/10 06/25/10: Expecting baby #3 2/14/11
