I hesitate to post all this because it's going to sound like I've gone completely crazy.
My going out with a friend for lunch started at 11:30 and ended at 2:00 am. No, that did not include anything that "should not" have happened - we just kept doing things.
We clicked. It was clear at the end that there is a lot of potential there.
And yeah I saw her Sunday too.
W knew that I was "going out", but when she got home she said I was - her word - "giddy"
And she was devistated. Not that it was my intention.
I'm not DBing anymore guys. I'm moving on.
I told her, I'm not angry with you anymore, you're right that we need to move on with the D. I can be your friend, we can work through this together. So, just making this as productive and easy as possible.
I thought I was letting her off the hook. I really did. And now she's in more pain than she's been in through this whole process. It is difficult to see.
