BR went home for lunch and to take a few things out of the house. W was there getting ready to go see attorney. She began taking my Nascar stuff off the bathroom wall as if I was already gone. I talked strong she talked strong and we cried and what not.
The letter I talked about the other day on my computer. I told her this morning to read it if she wanted to. Turns out she did. She told me after our tiff, that letter was crap. She said I don't know what I want and she just wants it to be over. I did some bad things like a little pleading and thought about it and stopped. I think she did want me to do more chasing than I did. She then broke down and walked upstairs when I asked her not to play dirty. I can feel the conflict in her. She wants to trust and love me again but can't find a way. Her only way is to run and D. I'll keep dbing but I think it's over.
My brother told me to D and start courting her after a few months. I may.
