I tried getting intel and it drove my anxiety level way up. At this point I'm going to treat her as a room mate and worry about myself. If I somehow come across the affair so be it. I need to become the WAS.
I've come to realize the more I dislike something the more she is going to do it. I need to stop asking stopwhining and get back to: You still live here?
JJ
H:37 W:34 D11,S8,S6 Together 19 years M:10 Bomb:4/09