Thanks MDH. I will put this away. Or at least on my hard drive. I'll just have to hope for the chance to try and date. As earlier mentioned, our R started down hill shortly after she took that damnable second job. I don't blame her. Or at least I don't hold a grudge over it anymore. If she didn't take a 2nd job, it would have been me and the results would have been the same. She's pulling for the team.
With hardly seeing each other, it will be hard to squeeze in a date. But I'll have to do my best. I would like to ask her to shoot pool and have a couple beer with me and my cousin. She likes him. Maybe she'll go. I would actually like to go out tonight(except I'm broke and don't have my honey to go out with). Well I'll study on a new path to take.
Jiji. I have other letters I've written over the past several weeks. Each letter brings tears to my eyes. I may post a portion of one just to get my feeling out there. My Angel isn't to the point where she wants to hear about MY feelings and regrets. I'm sure she's open to hearing how much I care for her. So I'll do that for now. Last Sunday showed me she can be reached and that's good.
I'm going to work on the suggestions HP made as well. She sees me staring at her legs and such. Maybe she'll let me touch her soon. Blackrook is kind of blue. His honey is at work and BR is bored. Hopefully something will turn up. Like free beer at the pub.
