I see what you are saying and I'm putting that possibility in my head. I'm still wrestling w/the reasons I want to stay b/c there are signs for me to leave. Again, I'm in a bit deep, which makes it difficult.
However, the non-initiation of contact should do me some good. Also if there is contact again, I'm developing a different mind set so I can lead more and be less available to her. I feel the need to see this thing a little further. I could be wrong, but I do want to see it further.
I think there is some confusion on my part about "romanticising" the situation a bit where I'm looking at it w/hope rather than reality. If this is true, I'll figure that part out soon enough.
I do deserve to be appreciated, but for now, I'm in too deep to think about someone else. I need the time away from GF as well, it seems. Perhaps this is the best thing that could have happened to me after all.
