Ups and Downs

[Energizer Bunny]

I've tried to just take a break from constantly working on things in my M over the past few days. I haven't spend as much time on here and just made sure to get out of the house, do some things with friends and spend time with my S.

I've really let things kind of go with W.

You're right Tristan. There is a lot of resentment at this point. I don't want someone who treats me like she does. I've begun to accept this.

So...Saturday, after being very roommate-like with W for the past week or so W came over to my Grandma's house (which my cousin and I have been working on for over 2 months)to see me and how things are going over there. That surprized everyone ofer there. I was nice and pleasant, but didn't get all excited and greet her like a puppy dog anymore. She initiated a hug with me before she left.

Than last night, she came into "my" room and watched TV with me for a few hours before sleeping. She even initiated some quick snuggling and kissed me.

She seemed interested in more and I didn't play along.

It felt really nice, but I'm glad that I didn't "put out" believe it or not. What a weird thing for a guy to say.