Too late Cutterbug. I got shot in the head with more reality when she came home last night.
She is now moving out in January. She still wants to take S16 and D18 away for Chistmas - one final family thing - and then move out only days aftr we return. I know going away will be best for the kids, but the next couple of months are going to be tough. Now that I know it's truly over, I just want it to be over in every way.
She has been playing a role, while dying inside and can no longer do it. She can never forgive me and can barely stand me.
I am going to go to work today, and tell the people I work with the truth. That one step may be the start of me living in my new reality.
I thank all of you for trying to help me save my marriage, and now I hope others can learn from my mistakes. I will still be here looking for support as I let my wife go.
