My you have been a busy busy girl and I had a lot of catching up to do.
Nell, I have to say this YOU HAVE TO CHANGE, CHANGE AND CHANGE YOURSELF SOME MORE. Your H doesn't want to see the Nell he doesn't want to be with.
Your H came around to see if there were changes to test exactly as everyone has said he did, don't forget mine kept doing it as well. Your H needs to see permanent positive changes. Work on your rage in particular Nell, you have to bury it or lock it away, anything that removes it, he will see through you if you aren't serious. Your H wants to come back to a loving, calm, fun Nell.
Your old R and M is gone, treat this as a brand new R. How would you attract and draw to you someone you want to spend the rest of your life with Nell????
You have a lot of thoughts to process, take your time, no more pursuing and NO MORE OLD NELL.
