H showed up without calling again. Weird. He was very calm and pleasant. We went for family day at a pumpkin patch where we did a lot of laughing. Day 4 of nice H. Agreed to go to MC this Thursday! Also, loved "How to Improve Your Marriage Without Talking About IT" it gave me a lot of insight as to how I probably trigger my H without meaning to.
I don't know if this DB stuff works - anymore, I'm inclined to think we mainly get on here to support each other with moving on when we are left. However, dare I say things are starting to feel they may be turning around? If even temporarily, this feels good. I feel I have my power back - for now. I don't know if he'll ever come back, but I"m feeling strong anyhow.
