Went for a walk, made dinner for S15 (almost 16) and I, had a JD and coke and watched a little tv. I know I need to calm down for my sake and son's sake and to present a better me when my wife comes home tonight.
I think I really do need to truly accept that my marriage may be over. I thought I had done that, but honestly I have not.
I am preparing for another kick in the head.... Tomorrow night my wife is going to a "psychic party" with friends from work. I would bet anything the psychic will see a great future for my wife - without me. Sometimes, I swear the marriage Gods are against me.
