Well, it's good you didn't push H to go with you to the reunion, but I'm sorry you had to go without him. I get self conscience too - I feel like I kind of have that single mother stigma (not sure if that's what you are feeling too). I know I shouldn't feel that way b/c it is so common nowadays, but still, especially being a church girl & not many people know my situation, I feel self conscience. I get so frustrated too b/c I felt like I did everything right (dated, got married, then had a baby) and now I'm still sitting here as a single mother!
I totally understand about the anger issue. Total defense mechanism. For me, I have been trying to work out more, take S on walks, or just to other active things to help combat that (I've read how exercise helps your mood). It's something easy but it seems to help (plus the added bonus of making my body look good!)
Well if you get any good adivce from that mentor, feel free to pass it along!
Me 27; H 28; S 2 Togeth 9; M 4 Sep 11/14/08 EA OW1 Sep 08 EA OW2 Mar 09 EA OW3 Jun 10
