John, cigars and golf? It is raining cats and dogs here, or is it dogs and cats?

Well, Tuesday I am taking the day off, my kids are off school and Wednesday is a national holiday, the day we told Mussolini to eff off and actually fought him off at the Alabanian mountains, which led to his end...

So maybe the day we celebrate "NO" (our answer to his question if he could have Greece), I will celebrate "ye, yes, yes..." LOL!!!

Kidding aside, I dont know what to do either. I am generally calm, no snipping, smart @ss comments, I am caring (to a degree) and this weekend I initiated hugs and snuggles. There is this huge weight in my heart, I cant enjoy much, but yes, some moments it feels good. I am not sure if it is him or that just contact that does though...
K


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Bomb 5/2007-Sep 11/2007
Reconc.November 2009