I couldn't make myself go to church with W and kids this am. I wanted to for the kids, but not with W. For me, the right thing this am was not to go.
I noticed this morning at breakfast (I did eat with W and the kids) that W is still wearing her wedding band. She has to have noticed I stopped wearing mine Friday. A bit surprised by that.
Even though I did not go to church, I read my Bible this morning and looked at some articles on D. I found this one on Dr. Charles Dobson's site (sorry for the non-religious, but there is some usefule information in there for you as well):
I plan to run a few errands this morning. I will take off just before W gets home. I will pick up a very vanilla anniversary card (tomorrow is anniv) and leave it for her just before leaving for work. I don't plan on writing much, if anything, in it. But, I don't want her to think I forgot.
I will then hit the gym for a workout.
S has a baseball game this afternoon, so I will have to put on my happy face and play like all is well to the outside world. I know, I don't have to be her friend. Just be there for the kids.
