Just did my thing today. H didn't even call, just showed up. Weird. I have stopped the daily "what's the schedule" calls because I'm not contacting him at all. I knew he wanted to see S today, but had given me no details so I just ignored him. He came over, I had my neighbor and my parents here and H hid out in the back room. Also weird. He appeared for a little while and had played with S while neighbor and I went to the garden store. Then he slipped off with a vague "talk to you at somepoint." I'm just not going to bite. I'm going on with my life and he can contact me since he cant stick to a schedule.
I might also add he continued to be pleasant and chatty with me. Still supspicious, but hoping it's a positive reaction to my no-pursuing-taking-no-crap" stance. Time will tell.
He came up with the idea to go to a pumpkin patch tomorrow with S and me. Could be a set up for more testing. If he's nasty, I'll leave. If he behaves, will be a good family day for S. As for getting my hopes up, no way. Fighting the urge. Trying to face the fact that this just may be it - we'll never get back together - while hoping that if there's any chance we do, he now knows he has to change too.
