I hope you are hanging in there. Thanks for your post.
I think I've been knocked to the canvas. Trying to decide if I want to get up or not. Ij
I still want my M to work out. I just don't know if that is even a possibility right now.
Tonight, W dropped the vacuum cleaner on her foot - very hard and really painful. She fell on the floor and was about to cry. I went and comforted her, got a bag of ice for her and picked her up off the floor. For just a few brief moments, she needed me and it felt good to help her. And then, the reality of our sitch set in. Dam#. Sometimes I don't want any emotions.
Still, I did the right thing...for me. Emotionally, not the best (or worst) evening I have had in a while.
