Gotta Keep Trying 2

[brownidmom]

GIMA~ I've been MIA for a couple of weeks dealing with my own issues, but I have been checking in on you. I am so sorry that your W hasn't changed her mind about your M. I do have a question though- does this mean you are done with working at DR? Or, are you in a momentary lapse due to the knowledge that it hasn't changed her mind so far?

One thing that is puzzling to me is that your W said that she doesn't want to be in "a M", not "our M". Truth is, "your M" is the only one either of you has at the moment, so what she is saying doesn't make any sense to me. Maybe I'm wrong, but that could be depression talking. Going through a bout of that myself right now (hopefully a short one).

Just keep on keepin' on with your kids. And if you feel tempted with showing your true feelings at the moment, take the high road. You seem like an honorable man and you will feel better if you don't stoop to a level beneath your own expectations of yourself. Don't let all this work you've done on yourself be for naught.

You'll be in my thoughts.

BIM