Hi RW
Just been visiting over at yours!

I hope that my observation of H's heart not being done is right - they were my words and not his. He's a good man and I know that he must have been hurting so badly to have taken this action. We have always abhorred the concept of people who have A's but he felt that he was done BEFORE he moved along to ow and for him, that feels OK. I feel that it is not.

Don't go worrying about me and the wine bottle! That's about the second one I have had in oh ... probably about 18 months!! I can take it or leave it with alcohol and although I like to have some in for visitors and the like, it's a rare thing for me to drink. I just felt that I worked hard enough yesterday to treat myself to one and that one became half a bottle with my disappointment and continuing pain.

Was awake most of the night - guess I've only had about three hours sleep and am now suffering from "Gardeners Back" to add to my misery!!

Doubt if I will hear from H for a while now but I know that I have to keep my distance until he comes to me next.

Last edited by Eskimo Nell; 10/24/09 11:59 PM.

WAH 43; W 47
M 16; T 17
Cats 15 & 6
Bomb 27/05/09
ow 28/06/09

"It is only on the darkest night that we see the stars"

Started counselling 17/08/09