Well, definitely was not prepared for this. After such an awesome day yesterday. I now have not spoken to him since. He has not reached out to me since then. Ugh! I know its only really been 24 hours. But in the past when we fight and make up, things go back to normal, it almost feels like it should be that way now, even though I know full well its not. I am dying today! I feel horrible! Waiting and waiting for that call or text! Ugh. Why do I have to feel this way again??? Of course i'm happy that he gave me so much yesterday but now what? I am having a hard time just being patient and waiting for him. I guess just take it as it is?


M: 31
H: 29
Married: 6 yrs
Children : 7yr old, 5yr old, 2yr old





Separated: Sept. '09
Moved Back In for wrong reasons: Nov. 30, 09
Recomitted to our Marriage: Jan. 25, 10
Threatening to leave again: July,14