Met W at job. Notice that after yesterday's production of not putting on alternate ring on wedding finger, she had one on her job. W was a little snappy because I misunderstood her instructions. Didn't compliment. Got a 'tude but didn't let it show. When leaving, it SEEMED that W was a little bummed that I didn't stay a bit longer after taking care of business. Her response was a low bye. I don't feel comfortable on her job. I'm sure her friends know. It's not like this time last year when she would show me off to them. Was this a sign that she wanted me to stay a little longer? And what for??
Feeling in the dumps a bit. Sad thinking about her and what we had. I feel some saddness coming in a wave from her. I still feel a connection to her. I think she still feels one to me. She seems to email me jokes at work when I'm down and need them. Hmmmmm.
This is confusing. I don't know what's going on other than I want my babe back in the worst way.
More to follow. Please feel free to offer advices based on these entries or anything else.
