Yes, she is reaching out, however, I have found she's not the same. Half the time I can't understand her, for she speaks so quickly, her voice becomes soft, and hard to hear. I can't seem to follow her train of thought, while she is talking so rapidly. If I ask her to slow down, she becomes irritable, as I appologize for asking her to slow down, she becomes defensive.
At one point in one conversation, she started to blame me for her Father's unhappiness, and she blamed me for her Step Mother not having her own kids with her.... so she wouldn't be alone..... and I thought, mind you didn't say a word, but I thought, now if that isn't directly out of your Father's mouth....
She also talks about her life here being ruined, and why she couldn't come back. She said something about me telling that I don't want to see her again.... I told her I didn't recall saying those words, however, I am sorry if that was what I had said, for she was my daughter, and I always want her.
So, I'm once again, sitting on egg shells, only beginning to wonder what the h@ll is going on out there, and can only imagine the worst. I know she has argued with her friend here, broke off the relationship she had with the boy out there, and there's no telling what else is going on....
All I do know, she isn't the same, and like I said, I've allowed my imagination to run abit, and the answers I come up with aren't very good. I don't know what I should do....
