H is still away on his guys trip and won't be back until Monday. Things are about OK. His birthday is coming up, the day after he told his lawyer was the deadline for us to "work things out" and on that day we'll re-asses where we are. Sort of funny. I hope I'll be there for his party that I'm planning with a friend at her place.
Part of me wonders if I should show him what life would be like if we were truly divorced. He's done a lot of cake eating this whole time and not seen what his life would be like if we went through with it.
