Just want you to know I am here and thinking of you.
Keep in mind DB is full of disappointment and set-back for all of us. Quite often more of the aforementioned and less of the positive and promising for a very long time in these sitches.
Come to us when you are able and give us the details (good and bad) in as much as you are comfortable with. Let us, your friends, help you sort it out. (It might be better for you than sitting and dwelling in replay for hours.)
Sleep well, my friend.....((((((Nell)))))
Sanderika
ME48/H48MLC T 33y M 28y S16 OW 8/7/05 Bomb 8/16/05 Sep 9/05 H f'd D 10/3/08 D pp'd 1/20/09,7/24/09,12/4/09 D dismissed 2/5/10 H served me D papers again 9/4/10 D dismissed 9/26/11