everything i keep hearing - and reading in my bible keep saying it over and over.. "something new" He wants to do something new in my life.

It has been so long since I made dreams and plans without the thought of X in them.. I seriously don't know how else to think.

What are my dreams?
What do I want out of the next 30 years of MY life?

I don't know.... glad I am going to counseling.

I guess it is time to start dreaming..... can't wait to figure out what for.

M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06
Moved out 3/12/07
D final 7/30/2008
finding myself again