Thanks honey. I'll consider your advice. In the back of my head, I think she is trying to see if I desire her. Her silly friend told her I would be trying to put the moves on her. Then again, in on breath he tells her he can hook her up with someone and then tell her he won't have to because we'll work it out.
A few weeks ago, she walked in on me while I was getting ready for work standing there but naked. In pre 180 blackrook world, I would have flipped out. Although we dated for 6 years, lived with each other for 2 years and have been married for 2 years, I'm shy about being naked in front of her. She just busted in saying if you didn't want me to come in you would have locked the door. She did it a second time as well. I sometimes wonder was this an invite or an attempt to pick a fight. As I didn't flip, I'm sure that was a surprise for her. She also commented that after a D, she couldn't find anyone who would do my special foreplay games. She cursed me for turning her on to it.
But then again, there's the don't touch issue. I've seen her in the corner of my eye checking me out. Since this has happened, I lost 20lbs.
Ahhh. But I ramble. This woman is a contradiction of the book. Some vendor sent her flowers and she had to let me know about it. She said that she had thought I sent them at first but knew my money was funny. I heard a hint of dissapointment in her voice. To send her flowers would violate the DB/DR book.
On the other hand she heard me talking about the D on the phone. She then said "I thought you were ok with this, are you telling me you're not ok?" I just told her no I wasn't ok with it but it is what it is. This made me wonder if she wants to be chased. But then again, it's a violation of the book.
I'll start trying this tonight and report. She's wearing scrubs today so I don't know if she'll believe me although I wouldn't mind playing doctor and getting an exam
Towards the end of July, I shocked her. My labido returned without warning. It was a pair of shoes that did it. She said I started doing this because I knew things were getting bad. Not true. I thought she was too sexy. If I didn't know better, I would think she sprayed on something.
