Letting go is somehow kinda freeing as well! Once youre finances are more sorted out things will feel better Im sure! Mine are tied in with H's like Nell's although he has been good to me so far and Im looking for a job, it was a joint decision I became a SAHW so he doesnt complain.
Hope you have a positive day and defintely buy more new clothes, Ive lost two and bit stone odd and buying new clothes has certainly bouyed me up a lot! Feeling good about yourself if always good for you!
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Once lost but now found and happily married again!