Hey, sorry i went out with my sister. So today is a complete confusing crazy crazy crazy day! I don't know what to think or what to do next.

So he went to play noon hour hockey and while gone he called asked if I wanted lunch. I was starving so he brought home some food. We ate it and joke around and had good conversation. My 3 year old was sleeping cause he is still sick and feel asleep on the couch. My one year old was being so loud so we went downstairs to hang out. So while down there, he brings up somehow how much he has seen a change in me in the past three weeks. How i'm so busy, and how its seems like I'm always doing things. He said he feels less pressure being around me and that I seem more carefree and less stressed. Which are all things I've been working on, and do feel I have made progress on. He then went on to talk about our home and how there is some things he would like to do to it to make it a little better for us. And then he came over to my couch and held me for two hours! ( I put the baby to bed for a nap and the eldest napped as well) We made out like we were movie stars! It was great. I felt like it was the first week we started dating all over again. Well one thing led to another, and ya it happened. So then he had plans to take our son to a hockey game and made plans for the youngest to go to his sisters because I had plans tonight too. So he took the boys and their jammies and gave me a big kiss and told me he would talk to me soon. Now I know it wasn't just the affection he needed today because we talked for hours prior to any of that and made a lot of head room. He also bought a new truck this week and sold his old crappy car. So I asked him if he enjoys it and his response was "yes, i do. We need two good reliable vehicles and now we have them" The "we" part gives me good reason to believe he is having second thoughts. So obviously I didn't expect him to stay home with me tonight. I definitely do not want premature reconciliation. But my question is what do I do now? Do I keep on keepin' on? Doing what I was? Do I initiate "the talk"? I don't know! He isn't staying here tonight. But I don't know how to say that we need to make sure we are on the same path here? Aaaahhh!!


M: 31
H: 29
Married: 6 yrs
Children : 7yr old, 5yr old, 2yr old





Separated: Sept. '09
Moved Back In for wrong reasons: Nov. 30, 09
Recomitted to our Marriage: Jan. 25, 10
Threatening to leave again: July,14