Jeez. Guess who came over for Friday night dinner, didn't yell at anyone, stayed off of his blackberry, and laughed and shared stories with tonight for like two hours?
Wow. going dark and detaching works. I was prepared to be yelled at and ignored, and to have to leave, as usual. But he was bubbly and chatty and upbeat - WITH ME. FOr the first time in a long, long time.
I don't know what to make of this. Still on guard. But - OMG! I'm in shock. Feeling strong.
Also, I decided I wasn't going to give up theatre forever since H hasn't noticed it helping our M. I auditioned for the first time in a while the other night, and nailed the part! Show starts in Feb. so that buys us time.
